Looking for Words

i am not surprised that as i think of you i feel my eyes twinkle and my lips wiggle into a grin. i am not surprised that when i see you when i touch you when i smell you i feel my heart sparkle and my mind settles into a sigh. no i am not surprised. you know what surprises me? you know what drives me nuts?

what?

i don't know how to tell you the depth the intensity the everything everything everything that the whole of me me me... every day i search and i cannot find the words.