Easy contentment

dearest,

something is happening. i don't understand it. i don't understand it at all. in fact, i am afraid to even think about it, because i am afraid that angels are keeping track, and i am afraid that they might tell god. i am afraid that they might find out what i am feeling. i am afraid that somebody, someone, some god, would decide that i am having more than my fair share. i don't want to give it up. i don't want to share! i want to keep it, keep this, this easy contentment. this tranquil tide that washes over me and cleanses my mind.

love.