Doubting myself

i am doubting myself again.

(hug)

they are so brilliant. it's so obvious to everyone that they are perfectly matched to this assignment. and i, but for my cockiness... maybe i am just not meant to be in this league. why why why do i continue to need external validations in order to feel worthy???

my love, of course they are amazing. don't you see, you are part of this amazing group? look at the world through their eyes. to them, what comes easily to you, this effortlessness in rendering emotions, is sheer magic.